Over appreciated, misunderstood, everyone cares, more than they should. Leave me alone, I just want to vent, go and be angry, till I'm all out and spent. Don't try to make things better; you'll just make them worse. I like to be angry, I like to yell, I like the power I bring when I yell. So what if I'm upset? Just ignore me, and I'll be fine. I deal with this sort of thing, internally, all the time. I like to be depressed; I like to scream in angst. This world needs to just shut down, and leave me be, so then, when my anger subsides, my mind will be free. If I don't get this out, if I always think happy things, my anger will pent up, and nev
Shattered Glass
I watched helplessly as the glass flower fell and shattered to the floor.
Me not able to stop them from falling, felt that I too shattered along with them.
Because I too, am as delicate as a glass flower.
I too can break when left to fall. One wrong move, and, I'm gone.
I didn't start out this way. I once was strong.
But years of pain and confusion, have worn away, my strong exterior
To reveal a delicate shell of glass and sainity.
I just want to help. To make you all feel better.
No one can be sad, no one can worry.
But… I don't know how… how can I help?
How can I help, when I've never faced that dilemma?
And even
Current Residence: Omura, Japan Job: Assistant English Language Teacher (for Junior High) Age: 24 Languages: English, some ASL, and some conversational Japanese.
Yo.
So, it's been, what, 5 years? No... 6. Haha. Wow. Sorry, I suck. Anyway, as my profile says (now that I have properly changed it), I am living in Japan. This is actually the second time I have lived in Japan. Around 3 years ago I lived in Fukuoka, Japan for 10 months as an exchange student. Now I am here as an Assistant English Language Teacher as a member of the JET Program. Look it up if you don't know it. It's a great program. So, that aside, I don't really draw all that much anymore. I doodle and so on still, but I haven't done anything particularly spectacular recently (not that I ever really did...). In recent years, my writing has
Well, this is the first time i've gotten on in about a year. i'm in college now. NAU, (Northern arizona university) for those who didn't know. i'm living in the dorms. freshmen-ness. blah. um, i might get on a bit more, cause for some weird reason, i have a lot more time here, then in high school. meh~ i'm taking japanese though, so watchout! i shall soon be tri-lingual. (english, sign, japanese). XD any who, gimme a hollar or whatever. i may post some of my new stuff, but its not getting all that much better. whatever~~
~Tina
yo:
yeah, me, yeah. i've drawn a bit, but on my notes, so nothing special. -_- ... bleh. so life, yeah. still working alot. yeah. try to get on a bit more. i will. bleh. stfu!! ^--^<3 i like sayin that. anywho yeah, i'll try to draw more. it should be interestin. *nod* blah.
Tina
thankies! i acctually was thinking of changing my personal quote, but at the moment i can't think of what it is...., oh wait i remember now! here it is, tell me if i should change it, "i derailed my train of thought, and i can't seem to find a repair man @.@ * looks in coffee shop * " it'll go something like that....